11.20.2003
it has finally occurred to me just how deep a hole i am in. when you
look up, you don't see the sky, you see a bright, round flash of light
the size of a dinner plate above you. i will start a list, which
will either organise my mind better, or lead to madness with it's
size.

• finish papers:
  • Art&D209:
    Report 3
    Midterm 1&2
    Invitation
    PP Presentation
  • Engl318: 8-10 pp on Merchant of Venice or Twelfth Night
  • Engl341: 8-10 pp on G.M. Hopkins or DH Lawrence
  • Rhet144:
    Exercise 2
    Exercise 3
    Submission 3
    Revision Portfolio
  • Three extension papers - Brit Lit & Phil of Law
• get more boxes; get more garbage bags
• pack up the apartment; throw shit out
• find money to rent a uhaul
• rent a uhaul
• graduate
• move everything, EVERYTHING myself
• did i say MYSELF?! *sob*
• find money to pay december rent
• sign lease, pay december rent
• clean up urbana apartment
• drive from cu to bloomington to chicago to cu to bloomington to cu to bloomington to chicago to bloomington
• find a job
• get emmy's school records transferred
• change phone/cel/utilities around
• get car registration & driver's license taken care of
• forwarding address to USPS
• forwarding address to UIUC
• create a whole new universe in seven days